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Confusion...sucks!

I am at a age where I am pretty mucked up. One day I like the blue cup, the other day makes me want to throw it far away from me and watch it break into so many tiny pieces with a horrifying cackle coming out of my  mouth.

I can't decide what to do anymore. I am going bald, with me always pulling, twirling and tugging at my every stray lock. Choices, isn't it? 

Choices are very difficult. If we don't make a correct  'choice', well the road's going all the way to hell. 
The mind gets fickle, all the thoughts coming to you all at the same time, and you writing them all down thinking they are good points ( which I am doing by the way XD ). *shrugs* But it is said, I suppose, people do their best under pressure.

It's the worst time. Under pressure your mind becomes confused and you want to try out all the things at once. I saw this one right now when I was watching MasterChef (no offence...great show). Even the great cooks cracked under the pressure, the result is a 'splat on a plate'.

Clearing the mind to get the best result is what is the aim to this boggling confusion.

Take a deep breath, and I feel...lazy. I think I cleared up a lot of my mind! Clearing up your head is good, thumbs up! But damn, now what to do?? There are two books left to read...I feel bored with my current playlist...I can't sleep...I don't want to study!!!

I suggest slap your head a few times :p Get a goal in your mind, and keep your eye on it, don't let it go away! Clear your desks, look up on Google, and make a pathway to your goal. Simple...no more confusions, your mind is filled with 'correct' things.

I know the advice sucks, but it's what I feel helps me the most in my most down and depressed state of confusion and fear of not getting the priorities right..Ganbatene!!

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